i'm feeling conscious.
conscious about not doing enough.
baby's fb post got me thinking.
am i missing out on something?
have i done something wrong?
what else can i do?
am i doing enough?
are there times where i dont give my
100 percent effort to him?
i feel kinda bad.
perhaps im really not giving it my all.
i dont know.
perhaps my all wasnt good enough for him.

went for brazilian waxing yesterday.
now i have a clean turf! HAHA.
it didnt hurt as badly.
or perhaps i have high pain tolerance level.
it feels different but the same.
i mean its still my vagina. but no hair. (:
things are gonna get exciting!

do you ever think about the consequences
for lying?
i wouldnt know how i'll react if i was lied to.
would i forgive that person? can i?

how often do you meet someone who is certain
about their choice and decision initially
to only question and hesitate it in the end.
i've always been certain. i've never thought twice.
have you?


/dont falter or i will fall.